Speechless

Speechless.

I don’t know what to say, after I heard about the girl that got murdered and stuffed into a bag. She was also sexually abused.

Tell me, who deserves to die like this. She was only a small girl. A very very small and helpless girl.

And they found a brinjal and cucumber in her vagina.WTF???!!!!

Tell me, who the hell can do such a thing?

First I got to know that she was only 7-9 years old.
Then I got to know that she has short hair.
Then my friend told me that she was a mixed-parentage girl.
My heart was pounding faster and faster.
Why?
Because my niece, Jasmine fits the description.
My heart kept thinking. “ No, cannot be. I was just with her yesterday. She was at my side eating dinner with me. How can?”
And suddenly my phone rang…



And it was her.
My heart felt so relieved, happy but also pissed because she called me to give her answers for her homework, again.

Last night they said that they found a woman loitering ard the bag. Could it be her mom? Big C said maybe it was her parents who did it since no one came to claim her body. Own parents? Shiat. I don’t know what to say. If you don’t want your kid, please give it to someone else. And not kill her like this. Dammit. So angry.

But then they said that she might not be Msian. Then, from where? Proly she was abducted to Msia to be a beggar and when the money didn’t come in, they sold her to be young prostitute. Why?? Why?? What’s happening to our society?

No matter what race, religion, sex or age, no one deserves to die like this. Seriously I think she just want to have a normal life, go to school, and play with her friends. And the last thing that will be on her mind is to die.

But some people just don’t know how to appreciate life. My friend’s boyfriend just jumped down from a building a week or two before this. He left with just one note to her, and his parents. Dammit. He went off just like that. And what about my friend? She waited for him for so many freaking years. How about his parents? And what was the reason? No one knows. But someone said he suffered from depression because he was a perfectionist and something happened and he wasn’t very happy about it.

So he failed. So what? Die lor…

So easy huh? Failed? Die lor.
Cannot do something? Die lor
Failed in business? Die lor
Failed in relationship? Die lor.

Please la, if everyone also failed to do something and the easiest way out is to die just like that, then the forensic dept need to create a building for people to jump with holes dugged ready to accept new bodies.

Please la, if you dunno how to appreciate life, then keep your soul and donate your body to some people who is dying and need your organs la. At least die by doing something good you know.

Fark. So pissed. Why can’t these people just accept it and learn from it, appreciate life and get on with their lives?
One don’t wanna die, got murdered.
One can live but chose to die.
What the hell is wrong?

And those that don’t care or don’t wanna know where is their child, just let the roam here and there and expect them to come home by themselves? Think again, they might not come back anymore. When one start to care and began to get worried about their safety, it’ll be too late. Too damn late.

Like I’ve said , I’m speechless.

sigh...

I just wanna go home and hug my 2Cs tight tight and tell them "You are not allowed to die before me , you hear me?"