Sometimes when I send him to the nanny's house,he will give me the "I don't want you to go" look. And he is the only thing i think about the whole day.
Sometimes he totally forgot that I'm there cos he is busy watching some Ah Lian sing song cd. And the whole day I will smile and think about him singing the Ah Lian sing song.
Sometimes he will sit at the gate and see me leave. And I will remember the face the whole day.
Sometimes he will mumble something like "mami..mami" with a sad face. And the whole day I will wonder "is he calling me?"
Sometimes he will drop on the ground and perform some bollywood break dancing on the ground (most likely on Mondays). And the whole day I'll wonder if he is okay after that.
And when I pick him up, sometimes he fell asleep on the couch. Nanny said he sat there and waited for me until he fell asleep. And when I say "Jayden........." he will immediately open his eyes and say BABAI! and wanna put on his shoes. And that made my day better already.
Sometimes he is playing by himself and he will say YAY! when he sees me. And wanna put on his shoes ASAP. And that will make my day even better!
Sometimes he is outside watering plants with nanny and he can easily spot me (perhaps cos I'm not that "small" anymore) walking towards the house and started giggling and thought that I'm playing hide 'n' seek with him. And what can be better than seeing him laughing and giggling while going home with me? I don't know.
It seems like no matter what he does, he's on my mind all day, all night, all the time. That's why I said he is small in size but big in my heart. I lup him so muchie!
:) Mummy loves J the most
ReplyDeleteaawwww...really touch my heart.
ReplyDeleteLater your brain will be busier cos hv two to think about.... hehehe... Planning to send to same nanny?
ReplyDeleteLove that photo.
ReplyDeleteso sweet.... bollywood break dancing?! LOL! you are so farnee :-) take care
ReplyDeleteall those makes u go, AWWWW, the whole busy stupid stressful day is all worth it, doesn't it?
ReplyDeletehis happy face when he see u coming to get him... :D
really heartwarming :D how can you not think of such a sweet looking face eh?
ReplyDeleteSasha, it does not matter how old your children are, a mother never has them out of her mind. :)
ReplyDeleteGreat post.
so sweet
ReplyDeleteJayden is so sweet.
ReplyDeleteHe always falls asleep while waiting for you?
great post...
ReplyDeleteTruly understand your feelings coz when i was still working and had to leave my gals at home with my mil, I had that feelings too. I used to miss them terribly.
ReplyDeletethat is a special kind of LOVE only from a MUMMY can give to their BABY :)
ReplyDeletehave a lovely day xxxxx
that's sweet......n sound similar too coz i'm every mumy would love their kids like u do!!
ReplyDeletebut soon u will hv to divide that....sad hor!!
awwww!!!! when lil J grows up..and he reads this post..he's gona run up to u and hug u calling u Mami!!
ReplyDeleteBABAI NANNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteHey Sasha,
ReplyDeleteHope that you will be kind enough to participate in my silly Mother's Day Fantasy meme?
Awww... that's so sweet. Better cherish all the one on one time with him before Baby 2 arrives :P
ReplyDeletevery "lum" post! Most working mum will hv this feel. ;)
ReplyDeleteLove the way you wrote it. Really echoes what all mummies feel when they are away from their kiddies..
ReplyDeleteI am thinking of the "Always on my mind" song when I read your post :)
ReplyDeleteso sweet abt this post.. i m agree with u too... me, sometime will :gelak seorg" people might think i m crazy .... But they duno i actually miss and think of my boy .... our boy certainly BIG in our HEART ...
ReplyDeleteThat is for sure. Would not want to hear otherwise.. especially from u. Not only u, JD do sometimes came out in my dream too... now imagine that. Hahahaha....
ReplyDeleteAll mothers should think like u and fathers too. The children should be in the heart forever and always :)
sigh,when they show us "i don't want you to leave" look, this really make us cannot sit properly at work, keep thinking of the little one. No matter where they are, where we are, THEY ARE ALAYS IN OUR HEART!
ReplyDeleteso bad one your nanny? sasha, find another nanny la....
ReplyDeleteIsaac nanny LOVE Isaac like crazy....her whole family treat Isaac like a king, don't ask me, I don't know why....every morning, bring Isaac for 'yum cha' till I pengsan liao...over pamper ler...For Isaac, if no mommy, he want nanny....
ReplyDeleteYo mommy... he is the most precious thing. You will sure go AHHHHHH when you see him, even you have a lousy day at work.
ReplyDeleteAw...
ReplyDeleteThey really make us very 'lum' them one hor?
It's like falling in love, and the love just gets stronger each day.