One of my lucky night(s)

I've mentioned before that J is showing signs that he is liking his dad more over me. Of course, I'm a lil bit jealous. I won't lie to myself (and you guys too). Who doesn't like to "feel wanted"? Seriously, when your kid cry and the first person he run to is you (abit saddistic, I know) it makes you feel good isn't it? Cos it shows that you're the most comforting person to him.

It was my luckiest night last Sunday when I was at Annie Q's house. The kids were playing and Lil J kept running towards me, hugged me and went back to play. Sometimes he will come and hug me and take a bite off whatever I'm eating. His dadidi was busy eating the yummy food. But I was surprised that he didn't find his dadidi that night. *eksyen sikit cannot meh?*

In the car, he was playing with me and suddenly he held my face and gave me a kiss on my lips, without me asking for it. I told his dadidi "hey, he kissed me! He kissed me!" and His dadidi said "yeah yeah.." Jeles kot?

And before I went to bath that night, I asked Big C to help me take a shot of my-ugly-self's 16 week preg shot. Lil J was running around and I asked him to come and join me. I told him "come let's take yr shirt off and take pic?" And he nodded. And once I took his shirt off, he made this facial expression.

He geleng-geleng his head like indian dancer and closed his eyes and hugged me while Big C took a shot for me. Romantic feeling konon... haha but it was a nice shot (of him) but blurred cos the photographer was busy watching football.

Okay, proly I'll get jinx for writting this down. Maybe I gotto wait for a few more months more before J decided to hug,kiss and want his mami again.