conversation with myself.

yesterday at 6pm *hand fone alarm - go home*

Okay pack pack and go home.

Sibeh sian. Sibeh tired.

Alamak, sudah tidur in the car *looking at J*

(Reached home)

Fast fast....*carry J into the room* Please don't wake up first.

Okay fast fast.bath then can lie down for a while.

Okay, damn syiok mandi edi. Okay, sleep sleep...

Sleep........Sleeep......

Sigh..today he never eat much. Ate so much biscuit. Dunno whether will kena sore throat or not.

Sleep......

Sigh... Tomorrow how la? must think of what to bring for him to eat tomorrow..

Sleep Sleep......

Maybe I stuffed him too much junk food la. that's why he dun wanna eat lunch...

Sleep Sleep......

And must bring elmo pilow. Then he can sleep...

Wtf? cannot sleep.

Nehmind watch house. Maybe half way can sleep.

(house ended)

I still belum sleep. *sigh*

(J woke up)

Sigh..where he get his energy. Damn hungry edi.. where is my husband leh? *sms husband*

Sigh....poor guy. Need to rush his work. What to do wait la..

Poor lil fler must be hungry, "Jayden do you want to eat cheese?"

*excited* "Okay babe, see you". Fast fast get ready, hubby is nearby. Can go makan then go Pasar Malam.

(eating dinner) Later go buy corn, then can boil and let him munch in office tomorrow. And get bread.

(at pasar malam) cilaka, no corn. How? Nehmind, bring cheese.

(at home)

must sleep. Must rest..

Ah..painful. Why no2 likes to strecth the legs at my tummy wall leh?

Wuah so damn hot! go take shower again.

Okay sleep sleep...must sleep.

Arghhh hot! hot!

ouch..pain pain...baby, please dun make mami pain pain okay? be a good baby *stroke tummy*

Don't care! sleep!

Sleeeeeepppppppppppppppppppppppppp....

Tomorrow wake up must first boil the egg. Then cook a sausage for him to eat as snack.

Ok ok set. Sleeppp....

Sausage cook like that heaty or not? Nolah.. only one ma.. should be okay wan. Sleeep...

Samo what else to bring ah ? Ah soya bean! just in case he reject water like today. ok sleeep....

Sleeep.....

Arghh Hot!

Okay, samo must bring watermelon. Eat the heaty stuff at least got watermelon to cook down. okok set. Sleepp..

HELP!!! cannot sleep!!!

SO HOT!!!!

(Jayden cry-nightmare)

Adoi night mare. He always get nightmare when he is sick. Sigh..I think he has sore throat edi.

Alamak sick again...Jialat. *touch j's forehead* nolah.. dun scare myself.. sleep sleep..

Sleeep!!!!
Sleeep!!!!

Uwaaaa why so hot wan? Why cannot sleep wan?

SleeeppppppppZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

*handfone ring - 7.25am)

Huh? So fast wan? *yawn*

(wake Up)

I'm so tired..*yawn*

So sleepy...

Will be another day with J in the office. Must bring him go eat lunch at 11.30. Otherwise he will be cranky again.

Okay boil egg.

Okay cook sausage.

cut watermelon.

*sigh* somebody please knock me pengsan la..i beh tahan edi....