Apa Mau Tulis Hari Ini?

Saya pun tak tau. I have so many things running in my mind like orang gila. I sleep everynight, but every morning after I wake up, I feel so tired. Because my mind was still working very hard for don't know what reason.

I sit in front of 2 screens everyday. And after that 8 hours, I just wish that I'm like a mannequin,so that I can dismantle all my body parts and lay them nicely on the floor. I take out my head and put on the floor. Take out both my hands and put on the floor. Take our my legs and put on the floor. Semua take out and just lie down and don't move. Maybe I won't feel the backache that is killing me softly for months.....Get away from the screen? Go out for a walk? No, I just felt that I want to be alone and just sit there and don't move. Why? I don't know.

My mind is not at work. I look at one screen but my hand wanna work in another screen. No heart you can say. But gila gila, I created something and sold to my first customer (thanks Amy). That's the problem. I only get my inspiration when I'm damn sad or depressed or busy. How?

At night , I eat my dinner and then after the Chinese show I'll tell Big C that I wanna go out for a bite. Jayden of course happily went and put on his shoes. Big C the poor fella gotto entertain both the gila wife and the son also after a tired day at work. Sometimes I have little cravings for Ice Cold Ribena, Or Simply Just Curly Fries or I have specific craving for example like this...




My ex-craving (tong yuen) when I was pregnant with Jayden. And no...it's not like what you're thinking. Not P ok.

Few weeks ago Mott msned and Immomsdaughter smsed to asked me, Where is "Sasha". I answered them "I'm here la". But I know what they mean. They no longer see the same Sasha in BlaBlaBla anymore. Seriously I, also don't know where she went. I'm also looking for her and so far, I can't find her anywhere. Maybe later she will come back la...or maybe later later la...see how.