Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Too bad la.

Yesterday I blogged about how sweet Jayden was. Today I wanna bang my head to the wall.

Last night, I was unhappy cos I was upset over a customer . I digress cos I don't wanna bitch about my customer. But she is just so ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I was unhappy.

I wanted to tell it to someone, face to face. You know, just to express what I am feeling inside and to get some reaction like nodding head and agree and say "yeah she's a bitch, jek!". If I were to speak to a person who looks at other place, won't say a thing, why not i just go and knock the fucking wall right? At least the wall will give me a TUK TUK sound.

So, there was this man which I sometimes call Husband lying on the bed, relaxing as usual. So I wanted to talk and of course someone will say "EXCCCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MAMIiiiiiiiiIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiIIIIIIIIIII"

And of course I said "YEAH WHAT YOU WANT?"

and he replied "I WANT TO SAYYYYYYYY EXXXXXXXXXXXCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE only".

Ok then? Said edi right? ANy other thing? Can I continue?

I got a *nod nod*

So continue bitching and there he goes again EXXXXXXXXXXXCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

And i said EH STOP IT LA! I want to talk to dadi you know? You have nothing to say then you just let mami finish and then you can EXCUSE ME ALL YOU WANT.

The father just say "it's okay la. He want our attention only" *pat pat on the kids' head*

Mother's blood went to 18 floor edi.

Mother screamed.

EH! I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU HOW UNHAPPY I AM. YOU SHOULD ASK HIM TO KEEP QUIET AND LET ME VOICE OUT MY UNHAPPINESSS! I KEEP INSIDE UNTIL I WANNA BURST EDI YOU KNOW? BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO INSTEAD YOU ASK ME TO KEEP QUIET AND LET HIM HAVE ALLLL THE ATTENTION HE WANTS. WHAT HE WANNA SAY?? EXCUSE ME ONLY??? I AM STUCKED AT HOME, LOOKING AT THEM THE WHOLE DAY. AT NIGHT I CANNOT EVEN VOICE OUT MY UNHAPPINESS FOR JUST 5MINS?

Son say "it's okay mami".

In the mother's heart "what it's okay. It's NOT OKAY. FARKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK".

No. mom just walk out watch tv and feel like shit inside. Still very angry. Still full of fire. But no one to tell to and went to bed.

Mom woke up, feel shitty, feel like a bomb about to explode anytime, but no where to express and no one to talk to.

So what mom do?

Do what? WORK LA, tiu. Like as if you get a break or pat pat on the head.

Unhappy? too bad la.

34 comments:

  1. you can fark at us.. msn, mail, sms, phone..you have it.. really, i 'no angry' wan..
    don't wait till explode like iceland volcano wor.. :D

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  2. Haiyo, no point ranting to husb sometimes. Rant to girlfriends better..they understand better coz we all in the same situation.

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  3. hope you're feeling at least slightly better now. the good thing is you can still b*tch at your blogs and fb. i'm assuming big c also didnt react to you bursting out like that. typical men la.

    this weekend, u dump the boys to him and you go do your thing for half a day can? *this is what i'm going to do actually*

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  4. Jayden is so sweet, who said son is not as sweet as daughter.

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  5. Etceteramommy10:09 AM

    *pat pat* suen le Sasha. I'm sure when big C read this he will know your pain. Sometimes they think when we don't work outside, we are enjoying life at home, mowe farn lo. :(

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  6. Sasha, sorry, my comment earlier is for the mother's day card one. I didn't know u are that frust now. I'm sorry. lol! Excuse me.

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  7. sayang, sayang. yalar...kan ada msn...i can send u wink, got sound also. hehehe

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  8. OK,OK, i belive by now your anger has descended from 18th floor to ground floor,,,,,,,hahahah.

    well i guess it is very normal too get hot hot hot, especially faced with unreasonable customer, but then again why should we be angered by those bitches or bastards (sori for the bad words) but seriously no need one.

    for me my anger will get all down when i see my lovely children,,hahaha again

    next time you get hot hot hot again, vend it here, i have just the right ears for you, ok my friend.

    is there anything else i can suggest? mmmmmmmmm, ok go for exercise if you hot hot hot, i do that, i go running when things dont seem right to me,,,

    god bless ya

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  9. The one I call husband is oso like tat la.. You are not alone.*pat pat on shoulder* Some of the weekends, I would rather enjoy my "ME" time at home while the father and son go out jalan-jalan.

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  10. ya lor.. buzz us la, we can 'bitch' together with you... best if we know who your customer is.. and bet I have one in hand now also like this... heck la, we just blast in FB or blog... or best, on the girlfriends.. :p Anyway, I never experience blasting it to the men coz i don't find them helpful..

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  11. Next time just G-chat me lar. I feel like this ALL the time I tell you Sasha Cheh and my man always home late, so i hv no one to fark to. Me also feel like exploding all the time caused by customers and supplier and KIDS!

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  12. alamak...dont lou hei...
    cool down...
    i hope not me gek lei......ahahhaha since we were talking on msn..

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  13. You know what, I think the best solution is for you to work full time, outside the house!!! You should really consider sending the kids to nursery and think about working full time again. What do you say?

    For me, I am very clear I cant stay home staring at the kid all day. I sure F*&$ 10x more than you, so for that I decided I shall work and even if that means I cant afford a full time maid, i live with some dirt here & there at home .. hahaha.

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  14. bitch to girlfrens ma.my hubby also like stone like tht when i wanna bitch to him.so now jz be angel infront of him lo.hehe

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  15. haaa....don't bang the wall la. Already sakit hati still want sakit kepala? I never talk prob with my hubby because he is just so STONE. But lucky got blog and internet and after some sleep, my mood are better. Cheer up soon.

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  16. I also got no one to fark to... So how? Simpan sendiri until it comes out with the shit lor... And you got lots of fansee and good friends to share your frustration here :)

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  17. hmm probably yday was a bad day for most mum coz i have frens oso told me she spank her kid yday nite, me too was reli furious about my son until i tell him to look for other mummy n he went n tell daddy he has no mummy edi bad day for me too till tis am i woke up wif migraine sigh...

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  18. oh no!! hope you have cool down by now!!

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  19. Ryan Seacrest tweeter yesterday that a third of married women (he interviewed I think) thinks that their pets are better listeners than their husbands.

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  20. so... today how? har for mei? if not, i lend u my Punch Me La OSIM.. let it punch your back till u screammmmmmmmmmmm!!

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  21. pity u girl...hai..men..they always turn deaf to me too when i talk to him...so sometimes i rant to my mum..or just keep in me...don't hurt urself, not worth it..

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  22. after reading so many women comments, u know that all men will turn to deaf ears when we want to blablabla.. talk to girlfriends, they are better listeners... can ping me also... like Yvonne said, they think we all so free being a SAHM and when they come back from work, they want to relax and how about us?

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  23. Let it all out in your blog.. I believe you'll feel muchie muchie better after that..no? :p

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  24. Thats the downside of working from home. Wanna scream also duno scream where...

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  25. Well rant in your blog is better than talking to a man. Trust me. Mine also no give any reaction, he will say ok and walk off.

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  26. hi, you have nice blog.. u can view also mine..http://akoniwares.blogspot.com

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  27. I would say this is as good piece of fark as I have seen written by you
    ^-^
    Hope you are feeling better now

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  28. hahaha! You can complain to us to keep you sane and blood pressure down. Kids can make us crazy sometimes. *Sabar*

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  29. cool down cool down.. I absolutely know how u feel.. I have 2 boys and Parent in law.. AKA I want explode pun tak boleh.. Hubby 1 week 7 day only see 4nights... WAnt complain also susah.. telephone selalu say busy sleepy etc.. Chilled chilled.. at least there're ups and there're down.... U do deserve a good pat on shoulder.. I think u r really doing great as mum... tat's why u always feel like exploding...

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  30. As Agnes said...u have many fans n good frens....u can just bang to them..

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  31. don be sad. as some mommies said, you can always msn, sms and/or post here and I believe all yr blogger frens/frens will hear you and understand how you feel.

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  32. ahh.. hope you are feeling better dy... cool ya :-) sometimes I got no one to talk to.. i write it down then when i feel better i delete it off...

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  33. why la all d men like that :(
    its very disheartening...
    maybe for u it was a little worse coz u stay at home!! since justin will be going to nursery/kindy soon, consider joining back d workforce lar :D
    good luck ya

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  34. am not the bad customer hor...
    hope u will hv a better day today

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