Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Need.To.Perk.Up.My.Life

Lately I am feeling down. Too many things to think about and most of it is not going my way. Its been a few weeks of disappointment (NO...I am not planning to get pregnant!) and many rejections and also some no news. Don't even wanna layan this stay-at-home-mum. Very frustrating. Very disappointed. Very Sien. Very Sad sometimes. Very ....like no direction.

Besides that I still gotto continue my duty as SAHM, morning send, fetch afternoon, Cook, Clean (not that much- no mood lah!) , wash, hang, fold, wipe, you know what I mean. To day I am not happy woth the housework, I am getting used to it. It's been what.. 6 months? since that ex maid left. So it's better now.

I seldom eat, sometimes once a day at night. Most of the time my best friend is Nescafe. Morning once, lunch once like vitamin. Finally I bought my jeans for myself.
Not gloating here, but never in my life I wear size 25 Levi's. I think the last time I ever wore this size was like when i was 15 years old before I ballooned and became 72kgs. So it comes in a package, smaller Waist, smaller bum and of course the breast also like flat tyre O.o but the flat tyre on the tummy is still there, hard to get rid off *remind: need to do sit up ah.....*

Anyway... i just went for a hair cut. When I am feeling sad/lost/disappointed I always go for a haircut. My neighbour offered to take care of Justin for me while Jayden is in sch. So I went and chopped my hair off. Before that I was playing with my hair and tried to make fringe with my long hair at home and Jayden said "Mami u cut yr hair like this. I like" And when he saw me  he asked me"mami do you think yr hair is nice? I think not nice. Faster Go back and change it.". :( So you know how nice it is la.
I took a bunch of pics and I can't find one that is presentable except this one. Mannnnnnnn.. now i gotto go out and "kenyit" my eye all the time to look cute. If not I look like a nerd. Proly I should get a big black frame specs and go all the way. :P

Sigh.. i wonder what is next. Pls god.. make it exciting for me. Pls give me some good news!

30 comments:

  1. Nice hair style...simple and looks beautiful.

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  2. You look 15 again with the new hair style.:P

    Look at the bright side and may your wish, whatever it is comes knocking on your door real soon.:P

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  3. firstly, yes, i also get disappointments all the time.. at least once a week, sigh... but very fast forgotten what already...

    2ndly, Never had 25" waist after 25 years old.. now 28" is also considered very thin liow.. eat so much, what to expect, hai mai..

    3rdly, i also wanna change my ugly hairstyle.. curling here and there like just getting up from bed.. wanna do rebonding but they said not suitable for my "young age" liow.. what should i do? listen to them or just do it??
    I like this cute style, provided it still stays straight after a night sleep.. anyway, i cannot wink like u, all the wrinkles will be clearly visible, sei mou..

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  4. U look young with that new hairstyle.

    Wah...size 25! Never in my life I got a chance to wear that size. sob sob.

    Yes...the good news will be coming soon......god is fair (sometimes) hehe

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  5. New hair new page of life. Best of luck.

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  6. Nice hair style and you look more fresh now!!

    Eh, this is life right? Full of herbs and spieces, if no how to "spice up" our life??

    Take it easy, look at the bright side. See, at least you got 25 inch waist which already can make me jeles!! I know i can never have 25 inch waist!

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  7. u wear W25 ?? OMG ... envy lei :P
    Nice hair what ... look young :P

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  8. Cute hairdo! Hmm...not sure whether I would like "excitement" in my life. No news is good news!

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  9. hahaha.. good what.. depress can lead to slim figure!!! hahahaa

    btw, nice hair style & suit u.. hmm, need to trim kinda frequent if ur hair grow fast loh.. ;)

    good luck!!!

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  10. It's not bad la! I thought you cut short like mine leh.

    My 1 and only W25 was when I was 19 and I only wore it once because I couldn't breathe in it. I am sooooo hoping I can fit into a W25.

    There's 1 Chinese saying People got 3 sui 6 wong. You might be in the sui part now but the wong part will come very soon ok. Take care babe!

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  11. Without the sui part we wouldn't know how to appreciate the wong part would we? ;)

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  12. w25...w25..w25..i hate yiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

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  13. Your waist is 25 (OMG!) but u look much less than 25 years old, 16 if I may add:)

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  14. Firstly, your hairstyle looks very nice and trendy. Makes you look fresh and young.

    Secondly, I know how you feel. I always have that feeling too. Going to work, face all those shit, come back and have to turn into a mom and a housewife, wash, clean, babysit, sleep like clockwork.

    Then weekends got more washing and more folding and more cleaning. Like a robot... Have to tell myself to "YANNNNNNNNNN" until my kid is old enough to help me do it. That day will come!

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  15. Eat once a day! I eat 3 big meals and 2 snacks a day! How u tahan! Anyway, really hv to say one more time here! The hair suits u! Cute n stylish!

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  16. haiz... i hear you. being a SAHM has manyy moments of feeling depressed and down. makes me appreciate my mum so much more now.

    but for all its worth, i think ure doing awesome for a SAHM + work-at-home-mom...

    and the haircut is sooo cute! u look younger!

    and yippeeeeeeeeeeeee for the 25 inch waist!!!! maybe my paha can fit into that. ONE side of the paha, that is. kekekkekeek!!!

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  17. We all have shitty days..and sometimes routine becomes TOO routined!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!! I blame HORMONES. Sometimes can control, other times cannot...but I'd like to think that I conquered big time if I beat my ugly hormones. Hope nice things comes your way...hair looks great (yes haircut's always the way when feeling down!) and size W25 jeans..HOLY MOLY! Take it easy! We got to look ourselves first in order to look after the kids and family.

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  18. love the hair and love the wink more :-) i need a haircut too lah... been delaying for over a month...

    but ahhh... must eat ahhh... if not I worried you might get gastric problems later ok...

    hope things are better soon ya.. hang in there.. *hugs*

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  19. Nice hair. Hmm....maybe I need a haircut? Stay positive!

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  20. fuyoh.. 25' waist ah.. very slim leh... I want also cant get it, eating too much liao...

    nice hair cut, fresh look.. :)

    good news will come soon..

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  21. Eh I lup your new hairstyle...!

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  22. i lup ur hairstyle! so hou-sang man!! If u don't like, we swap la.u take mine, i take yours.

    KAKAKAAKAKAKAK..i'm sure u dun want to do that now!! I'm sure u lup it more now!

    KAKAKAKAAKAKAKAKAKAKAAKAK

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  23. OMG! Size 25 and the jeans costing quarter of a thousand! *pengsan* I wanted to jump down when I spent rm250 on a pair of stupid shoes which I cannot walk..damn regret :(

    ps: nice hairstyle la. put on school uniform n 'yen' ur lao kong see can work or not *wink*

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  24. Aik..de jeans look so familiar geh..ahahha..i also get a pair for myself during the roadshow.

    I think ur new hairstyle look great....bring you back to sweet 16..winks**

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  25. my eyes went O.o when i saw your jeans size. See that's good news! ANd you look 21 with that haircut..another good news.

    Hopefully more good news will come your way.. Huggsss

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  26. I like your new hairstyle leh, very fresh looking! I dont' know how to get to the stage : wearing size 25 punya jeans :(

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  27. wah..u r so slim and very adorable hairstyle!
    (run to do another 20 laps at the pool..LOL)

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  28. i like it...you look sooo nice n fresh....

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  29. very refreshing new style ma! nice

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  30. i love your hair!!!!! you look so korean, or japanese... ooooh u look cute! good luck to you woman, may things go smoothly soon for you, at least ur wearing 25" ok! blady hell! hahahaha!

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