Good Morning

I have been feeling this lump on my throat and every time I eat, I felt like as though its stucked there. So thinking maybe something is wrong, I went to see yenjai. After some "AHHHHHHHHHH" he said that my throat is dry and red. Right section is swollen and the wall on the throat is like my cracked heel. Its cracked not because I didn't drink enough water. Not because its infection. Not sore throat also. It's because I didn't get enough sleep and rest. So he gave me some gargle and a pill. The pill that I posted on my previous post. That pill was supposed to relax my body for 6 hours and let me sleep better. But he ran out of stock and he only has one pill cos he sold 10 another patient earlier. And there won't be any stocks coming in for 2 months time.

So i have ONE very valuable pill. I had it for days, keeping it for emergency use. For very very super duper stress day.

So I used it yesterday.

And it worked, i can focus while I am being angry and i whooped some ass accurately.

I cried for the entire day. One whole day.

Cos he came home and cleaned the kids and also wanted to clean the floor. I told him I didn't call him to come home and clean floor like cinderella. I want him to back me up and punish the kids. He didn't do it. So i did it. Then he is upset, the kids are upset. Then he asked me "Is that the only way ? To Whack them?" Well, I did tell Jayden nicely "DO NOT PLAY WITH PAINT. I WILL DO IT WITH YOU LATER, right Jayden? He nodded and said "Yes mami say no play paint". But they still opened all the damn tube, and they make sure not even one drop is left in the tube. And you know, I Just bought those last week.

So according to him, I am wrong. My way is wrong.

Talk - done.

Whack - done.

Basically there is nothing left for me to do here. Might as well not do anything.

He left and the kids had a party in the room. Took coins (which I already told the man not to keep coins lying everywhere) and throw it to the ceiling fan. WOW! the small one said.

I said "No. Don't throw coins".

They stopped throwing coins. YAY!

Not because the mom said stop. Cos they found another better game. The standing fan. The small one discovered that if we put coins into the fan it will PIANG the coin and fly out. He said WOW!!!! The big one also said WOW! and both started throwing coins into the standing fan.

Wrong to whack. Wrong to scold. I did nothing but to pull the plug out.

End of story.

What? so fast?

Not yet.

The big one went to cucuk cucuk the plug with whatever plug he can find trying to revive the fan so that they can throw coins again.

I just said enough.

Go and stand at the wall and wait for your dad to come home.

So they did for like 10 seconds.

Then started to lie down. Then started to run around. Then trashed my newly cleaned room. My part time maid come every wednesday and yes yesterday was wednesday.

Then they just had fun and fun and more fun giggling while the mom is crying.

And then they slept at 7pm.

and woke up at 8pm. cry cry cry for no reason.

The father picked up the small one and said "DID YOU HIT HIM AGAIN?"

Then he said wanna bring him to see doctor cos he dunno why the kid is crying.

The mum said you bring him to see doctor cos he is crying?

so he Throw passed the kid to the mum and went to hide in the room.

Mum brought the kid down and cooked sausages and he happily eat.



The bigger one woke up and walked down.

mom asked where is dadi.

dadi is sleeping he replied.

fantastic.

cooked pasta for dinner.

father wake up and eat dinner.

happy family.

Mom went to bed very early. Lying down. Looked at the ceiling. Eyes painful and very sleepy but cannot sleep.

finally doze of and woke up middle of the night with terrible headache.

the husband passed panadol to her and she cried to sleep.

7.15am: brriiiinggg....alarm on.

good morning.